January 2010
Baby are you down down down down down..
I’m down another pound. No longer in the 160s! Fuck yes.
Fuck guys. And not the good fuck.
Best night this year so far.
Hopefully, many more to come :D
Wake up in the mornin' feelin' like P.Diddy...
this is the earliest I’ve been up since, like, school. Shame it starts next week..
ANDDDD… I lost a pound. Yay! :D
Yay!
I had a sandwich! It was awesome! And why is this so spectacular, disregarding my hunger?? Since I have stopped eating cheese (minus mozzarella, parmesan, and swiss) and meat, I bought tofurkey deli ham, and “cheese”! It was delicious! Like eating real meat, only not grossed out by it! :D
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I’ve been told that I haven’t lived up or haven’t had my share of being 18, let alone a teenager. I don’t party a lot, I don’t social as much, and I don’t do a lot of things that most of my friends have because I’m “tied down to a relationship.” I’ve been told that I’m only going to be this age once and when I look back I’m going to feel that I haven’t done much. That’s not true. I...
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servient:
I hate how I can only reason clearly some of the time, I hate how my mind is a fog for so much of the day. I hate how it’s so easy to lose sight of what I’m headed towards. Stick my head in the sand and pretend that life is good and that there is nothing awful in this world.
I also hate that the only way I can get any of this out is through these trite little paragraphs on here. No...
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When you ask God for something, he could answer in 3 ways: 1) He says Yes, and gives you what you want 2) He says No, and gives you better or 3) He says Wait…and gives you the best
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NOTHING BUT THE BOTTOM OF THE NET!
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Haha. I totally just saw this on SNL. :D
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Homesick.
I am so ridiculously homesick. It’s not fair. After seeing Kevin’s AWESOME video of winter break, now I’m like, I should’ve been there. And like, it really hurts cause what usually ends up happening is, that I go down there, and we don’t do anything. Well, except for Tropical Park. And this winter break only happens once, so I’ve missed it. I hate this, I wish I...
Hmm.
I just got the sudden urge to go somewhere dorky. Like the planetarium or something. Do we even have those in Colorado? We used to have a place called “Ocean Journey” that I loved, but I think they changed the name or did something to it. Its in Denver. I dunno.
Alone.
After months of trying to figure out what it is I feel and all this weird depressiveish feelings that I can’t recognize, I finally figured it out (what should’ve been obvious)- I feel alone. Just ALONE. By myself, without anyone. That is all.
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I feel like such an emo kid right now.
I feel like there’s no one out there for me. I like a lot of people, no one wants to be with me. It’s like, guys are okay with me for awhile, and then they decide I’m too much work to keep up with. Not worth anyone’s time and effort. I’m just not feeling very happy.