September 2010
be-the-one asked: Not a question at all, but just want to say that I love you're blog and can relate to 99% of everything you post!! xx
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I don’t claim to have anything to do with...
I always feel like I'm not attractive enough for...
thinpurposeinlife:
theamericanaverage:
hmph. story of my life.
oh tumblr, you just get me.
I'm really jealous of girls that...
tee-rish:
simplicityinmydesires:
Look good while doing anything. Like,
Pretty girl eating food messily = cute.
Me eating food messily = fatass.
Pretty girl sleeping = princess.
Me sleeping = slob.
Pretty girl making ugly faces = still pretty.
Me making ugly faces = ugly.
Pretty girl’s candid pictures = gorgeous.
My candid pictures = nasty.
On the bright side of things..
I get to work out with a U.S. Olympian this weekend :) I’m excited. She’s going to kick my ass lol.
Reasons why... →
canwebefuckingskinnythisyear:
1. Because I don’t want to live like this another day longer.
2. Because how chubby I am consumes my thoughts on a daily basis.
3. Because there’s something so satisfying about resisting food.
4. Because I want to finally be able to wear a bikini.
5. Because I’m a pretty girl. I have a pretty face and good style but being chubby holds me back...
Surround yourself with only great people :)
Maybe..just maybe..
if I watch enough movies with a happy ending I’ll end up with a happy ending.
I cannot wait till homecoming. I'm going to be a...
impossiblestandards:
108lbs:
dgaf how “fat” I look.
dgaf if people are watching, I’m gonna have fun with my girlfriends.
so to the people who think badly of me, suck it.
because I realized: I don’t need your approval.
this. this times a hundred. can’t wait for homecoming. maybe i’ll even have the courage to ask the boy to go with me.
I miss my best friends.
I have a broken heart and no one to help me fix it…
Clearly everything's back to normal.
Cause I feel like shit.
I am not a "hot" girl. I will probably never turn...
fixingmeforever:
fatgirlthin:
wewishbones:
in-omniaparatus:
shanilikesgirls:
lezpretend:stealthelovex:littlesharks:(via wontyoubelieveme, class-actress)
i feel like this times a billion.
Everything is back to normal.
Feeling good.
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Just when you think someone’s your friend. We were just talking, i step out and come back with a story, and he starts giving me this angry look and I’m like, “what?” and he’s like, “you’re starting again. I don’t care about your stupid story about your best friend. Stop talking.”
…SERIOUSLY?!?!
You don’t treat people like that....
159.8 -__-
It’s okay though, I just need to eat better.
So there’s this guy, he and I used to be like friends with benefits or something, he’d always flirt with me even if he was talking to other girls, and would always come hang out with me in my room. This doesn’t happen anymore. And I know this is just my insecurity talking, but once when he and I were in bed, I was like,...
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Oh yeah, and I did weights too :)
3 sets of 15 dumbbell shrugs @15 lbs
3 sets of 15 seated leg curl @ 60 lbs
3 sets of 15 military press @ 10 lbs
Abs:
1 minute plank
3x18 decline sit ups
60 side crunches on crunch machine (30 each side)
2x10 crunches
2x10 leg crossed bicycle crunches
1x10 situps
1x30 laying down heel touches (or as one of my friends call it, the penguin)
I also spent 5 minutes in the sauna after I...
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So I think I did pretty good on my goals that I...
Exercise:
36:06 minutes on the treadmill: 11:42 mile 1, 2.26 miles total
I didn’t run two miles straight like I had hoped, but after the first mile I decided to walk more.
20:04 minutes on the elliptical: 1.88 miles
To compensate for not running all the way like I wanted, I decided to do just a little more on the elliptical :)
12:00 minutes on the stair step machine: .86 miles, 41...
I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone...
luxuriouslifestyles:
evelynforever:
BURRRRNNNNN.
SNAP
Fat.
I weighed in this morning at 160.4.
I don’t want to feel so fat anymore, I just want to be smaller, be able to curl up in a ball and not feel HUGE, go to capoeira and have my white pants not look awful on me, I want to be noticed from time to time. I know I shouldn’t care about what people think, but who am I kidding? I’m a girl. I hear my guy roommates always say stuff about...
So I set up some incentives
to get me motivated to lose weight. I set up a page for it on here, its still in the works but I have like, my scale goals set up: http://beckyc.tumblr.com/goals
I really want this to work. I’m looking at getting an apartment with a buddy of mine Marta, I’m super excited. She parties a lot and goes out a lot, I’m hoping I might be able to partake in that from time to time. But I...
So my house was TPed last night.
And then they came in the morning before I went to work and wrote mean things on Kyle and Corey’s cars, then I got back and it had been washed off, I come inside and ask the boys and they never saw it. I took pictures and showed them, so I guess the people who did it came back and washed it off? Idk. Weird.
Meh.
There’s no point for people to lie about stupid shit. None. If you don’t want me around just say that. Lying is just fucking disrespectful.
It just hit me today that when I'm skinnier, the...
impossiblestandards:
i know, right? i’ll literally be the total package. ;)
I think I know (part) of what I want.
At least boy-wise. I want a boy that will want to take care of me as much as I want to take care of him. It’d be nice. Like dating a slightly older guy, like, 24, 26. I don’t think I’m asking for much.
So… my ex has a new girlfriend. I was having such a great day, now..shot right in the heart. :(
Mini-Epiphany
I’m starting to realize that I’m not supposed to settle for being someone’s second choice. It sounds like common sense, but you don’t think about it when you’re letting that person walk all over you. There’s always that hope that he’ll realize you’re the best and everything will get fixed. I’ll wait for someone to make me their first choice....
Dear Tumblr,
I’m feeling much better now. :D
Get comfy.
dailypeptalk:
Pep Talk: When you’re blue, you know how to comfort yourself better than anyone else does. Put on those sweat pants, pop some kettle corn, and break out your favorite DVDs. Make yourself happy and safe while you recover. You’ll be feeling better and back in the game in no time.
Today remind yourself: Get comfy.
Daily Pep Talk From A Best Friend: Commit to it. →
Pep Talk: You want to do it. You dream of doing it. You spend time (that maybe should be spent doing other things) thinking of doing it. I’m not talking about sex… well, not necessarily. I’m talking about that change you want to make and that trip you want to take and that life you want to lead….
You're doing something.
dailypeptalk:
Pep Talk: Are you taking good care of yourself, Pumpkin? Are you getting your beauty rest? Are you taking your vitamins? Are you surrounding yourself with nice people and filling your life with positivity? Are you flossing? If you’re doing even one of those things, you’re way ahead of the game. Every little bit helps.
Today remind yourself: I’m doing something.
You care what you think.
dailypeptalk:
Pep talk: First off, fuck that guy. That idiot doesn’t deserve to be near you! You’re too smart and caring to be dragged down by some damn fool’s poor judgement. You should get some snacks, write in your journal, and remember that your self image is the only image of you that really matters. See yourself for the beautiful person you are. Heap on the praise today. ...
likewhatyousay:
i think about you every day but i miss you at night lying in your bed with your arms around me but now all i can do is replay the last night we were together over and over again, i miss you so much
Ugh...
I’m done with boys. I’m not going to rely on anyone else to make me feel better, I keep thinking that the boys care about me, one in particular, but then I get disproven time and time again. Then the one time he’s nice, and I go back to thinking he cares. It’s all bullshit. Fuck all of this. I’m just going to forget about them (even though its kinda difficult to do...
