I know it’s not about whether I reach my goal body or whatever, whether someone falls in love with me. I have to be able to love myself for who I am for someone else to come along and love me too. I understand that.
And I know the key is- I have to work to make MYSELF happy. Work towards my goals, push myself, work hard, set high standards for myself and meet them. I want to put my max effort into everything I do in a day. From the most minuscule things to the most important.
I want to be able to go to bed every night knowing I pushed myself and worked my hardest to reach my goals and did the absolute best I could every single day.