Ran two miles yesterday- no pain, but lots of trouble catching my breath thanks to my meeting out of shape.
Also yesterday I did two capoeira classes in a row, it felt great.
I had a vegetarian taco salad today it was delicious.
I deadlifted 90 lbs yesterday and squatted 65 lbs today. Slowly moving up in the world.
I’ve been feeling uncertain about my relationship with my boyfriend lately. I was feeling on the verge of breaking up with him because it’s been feeling like he has given up on wanting to do anything with me, I had decided I was going to give him a week and see if there was any change (i didn’t tell him this)… then Monday night he asked if I wanted to go up to a cabin in Glenwood Springs for the weekend. So he definitely surprised me. Things have been feeling differently with him and it just.. I’m hoping it is just a slightly rough spot. I’m approaching the longest I’ve ever been in a relationship with someone with him. We’re at 5 months (I’m not experienced at relationships lol).
I’ve decided diet-wise I’m gonna be “mostly vegan”. Most of the things I eat are vegan but there are times that I won’t eat if I’m strictly vegan and that is not good. I’m satisfied with this decision. Still getting all my veggies in so I’m happy.
I bought super cool compression socks this weekend and I’m going to try them while running tomorrow and see if they help with my Achilles issues.
If all goes and stays well with my injury I have decided I want to do this 4-race winter series that begins in January. And a spring marathon. Looking at either the Colorado marathon or the Greenland 50k, one of the providers at my clinic is a marathon runner too and I love her and I’m trying to get her to do these too!
Finally.. it’s getting cold outside. That is all.
So I had resolved everything with my boyfriend supposedly last week, but last night I got mad because we had the house to ourselves (I live with my mom at home) and he spent the evening I was so excited for playing GTA5 and went to bed at ten. We didn’t do ANYTHING. No sexy times is what I was particularly pissed about.
I refused to go to bed at the time, not like out seemed he cared that I tried to look extra cute and shaved my legs and everything. So instead of staying home, since none of my friends were answering their phones, I changed and went for a run. Not a long run, and I definitely needed to take walk breaks, but I was like, sprinting, for a “long” period of time, with no pain. That made me happy, and even though I was still pissed at my boyfriend when I got home, I accepted being mad won’t make him want to sleep with me any more so I just went to bed.
At sooner point throughout the night his hand found mine, but that was it. Now he’s up at 8 a.m. and I am not totally sure what is going on..